I have always wanted a 3 AM conversation,
A 5 AM Good Night
and A 10 AM Office Check-In.
It happened in the movie that I watched with her favourite coffee,
her second favourite couch
and her memories.
But, then I got into this relationsleep with dreams about strangers!
Did you, for a second think
I would have the pleasure of having
Strangers in my dreams?
It was her, always
It would have.. But she never told me about that later.
How am I supposed to give her the right surprises
and go ring her doorbell twice, exactly when she needs me?
How can I find out the perfect gift, everytime?
How can I not lose to her when it comes to me showing my romance?
How can I not be the repaired toy?
How can my hyper-metropic eyes talk to hers, when the dumb mouth spoils scenarios everytime?
How can I sing when I hate my own voice? I surely do!
She already has a gift!
A skill that I used to envy
And something I am not supposed to now.
But, she knows things, that people have never heard of.
She knows that I’m the one who is trying to love her!
She knows that Cinema is my Shangri-La
She knows that my voice is that of a goat.
She knows that I have wanted to kiss her behind the neck.
She knows that
I’m not the fancy that poems are made of.
I’m the fancy that makes poems.
She knows that I am never perfect without a heartbreak.
Maybe, she decided that a perfect soul will only be hers to live by..
And that can be the only reason for her to have broken it and look into it
some random day,
by the Decay.
If her heart may
decide to sway
by Memories that lay
The next one-